Its been a long time din update the blog d... hmm time flies damn fast... now i am in year 2.. More subjects = getting busier than 1st year... but its really better than the life during the 3 months holidays... the holidays make me become sooo sooo noob... i almost forget all the things from college.. aihz... year 2 life aint easy... n i've join student council... now only i realise 24 hrs is not enough for human... abt student council... aihz feel so sry n guilty... coz before dat there is an event organised by SC... theres a dress code... which is fully formal... but i din read the email properly and i wear semiformal.... its damn embarassing... gosh.. every1 look at me like alien... Sry T.T .. hmm... On the other hand, i kinda emo coz i feel like the project supervisor is not concern abt my team already.. there is another team that is doing better coz their project won a competition and now he is fully focusing on that project... hmm... he make me feel that i've made wrong decision that i continue my project this year (i was so proud of myself before that when i was doing the project and my team even went to canada for our first cdio competition)... I need some motivation! :(
hmm feel like chging the template of my blog... newe year mah must chg abit 1... LOL~
during the holiday i did alot of things... cousin's wedding, my birthday, work, eat, sleep, shit and etc. Kinda excited coz going back to china to search my great great grandpapa during cny LOL~
yeah and dis year gona miss all the bai nin session again... aihz... next year bah~ or maybe after i come back which is chor 8 LOL~ not too late i think.. :) leave some ang pau for me... chor 9 gona starts my 2nd sem in CE course... i am looking forward for the new syllabus, projects, friends, and also lecturers... btw 25th of feb will be the orientation for the newbies LOL.. as a member of SETS we prepared alot of things to kacau them LOL~ so stay tuned~
HAppy ChInese NeW YeaR
~.~
woo... after 12 weeks i found dat i havent died by joining the engineering course... haha kinda enjoy also.... hehe guess wad... i am still at college now... ya... 8 pm.. haha even tmr is public holiday i still need to come here... lol havee to do project ler... :) going to finish d... hehe... the engineering fair is coming soon any info jst come to the facebook... we made a facebook event... ehe... the fair is going to held at our new campus... the new campus is damn nice... its a must to come to visit the campus.. hehe.... and ofcourse come to visit me also and bring me nice food... aihz....
You are a more active person, drawing a clear line between happiness and
unhappiness. You are more quick-tempered. If you encounter things you
like, you will do it without second thought. But once you encounter things
that you hate, you will wish to get out of it as soon as possible. As you
are a person of your own views, the friends you tend to have will be of
the same pattern. But once good friends, you will understand them a lot
and go all the way to help then. Friends are very dependent on you. As you
are too emotional, you may make a storm out of a teacup with your friends.
You must learn to do things in order and not give up easily. You can try
making friends with those you don't think you can get along with, don't
stick with the same category. This will make you more popular and
charming.
yes ppl i am still awake at this time... few more hours later need to go college d... aihz got lab... wad to do... haha... sleep too much d and now cant sleep....... took a nap since 7pm untill 12 am... and now i cant sleep back... arrgh... tmr going to coll with a pair of panda eyes... sienz... kinda happy coz my team's project is going to finish d... i`ll try to post it here... LOL... its a synthetic jet ppl... wana know more... come to our engineering fair on 11th to 13th dec... at our new lakeside campus... LOL... hmm life is busy recently... but i am still available for yumcha... so ppl call me go out and chill v u guys at anywhere anytime... hehe... looking forward to the engineering fair.. hope to get the prizes... LOL rm1k eh... hahaha.... but devide 5 means left 200 only LOL...so sad... hmm i wonder does a team leader deserve more than the otherS? LOL btw... its ALEX birthday... happy 19~
OK i am back haha~ the blog is abit old already... LOL~ long time nvr post... guess what... My degree started dats y got no time to update post lor... haha~ its already the 7th week of the semester and every week is like very busy... assignments... projects... small tests... and etc... hmm its driving me crazy... life in U is more stress but i kinda enjoy it... although cant go movie every week but at least i can go play basketball with my friends... haha~ kinda happy also coz can make lots of new friends... aha~ so far this course is ok to me... but only 1 lecturers i cant tahan... LOL... Fluid Mechanics@.@ the teacher sambil talk sambil giving sleeping pills... sumore din prepared well LOL... till this week i think i only managed to master 20% of the subject only@.@ u see... thats the problem... whoah... the lecturer jst read on his notes and derrive equation and expect we already know abt it... den when we ask him.. he'll say this is introduction only.. no need to know alot... but when he give assignments he will give us the question that we ask.. @.@ cool anot? LOL... luckily other lecturers were ok if not... GG d..
Btw jst wana announce that i had drive to ipoh last Saturday~ thats my new record on my driving trip~ muahaha~ went there with my family... actually i dun really noe the way so... thx to my HTC P3600i haha coz it has the most important software... GPS... LOL with that... i managed to find all the way to old town in ipoh... foh san dimsum restaurant.. sun yuen loong... sungkai hotspring... and choy kee restaurant... LOL... kinda excited coz 1st time drive 200++km to ipoh ... haha... but kinda tired lor... LOL... we depart at 6am lol and we reach our 1st destination foh san dimsum around 9++ hmm waited for half an hour only we can get table @.@ ate the dimsum but not really special... haha~ next time shud try ming court.. LOL... wonder y so many ppl go dat dimsum restaurant@.@ i think puchong's dimsum is more delicious lor... haha NExt is go to the ipoh pasar... for aunty to buy taugeh and hor fun LOL... we bought like 6 kgs taugeh @.@ and 5 big bags of hor fun... LOL like we going to sell chicken stripes hor fun haha... and we also bought cendol, yam, ubi, and cincau... haha... all those can find in KL but my aunty say there different 1... coz the water there is very clean... by the way i observe the aunties selling things in the pasar all also like using SK II LOL... all so white 1... haha~ unfortunately they dun bring their daughters to help them sell things... if not muahaha~~~ LOL then we went to our 3rd destination which is sun yuen loong restaurant to drink white coffee and eat the roti with half boiled eggs lols...but i think the roti quite nice eh.... hmm but we missed the chee cheong fun there... heard dat the chee cheong fun is quite nice also... unfortunately dat day din open.. LOL...then we went to my dad customer's shop to do something... lol around half an hour then we proceed to another place... shopping time for my mum and aunties.... LOL the place is somewhere near pantai hospital ipoh... hmm but i dun recommend aunties go there buy things la... coz those clothes is like pasar malam clothes and all from china... but the range of the price is from rm60++ to rm400++... @.@ abit hmm dai... LOL end up my aunty buy 1 clothes ny haha~
after that we going back to sungkai... hmm guess what u can find hotspring in malaysia... HAha... the place got alot of ppl... the entrance fee is rm10... there is different places with different water temperature 1... got cold.. got hot 1... LOL... we choose the hot 1... coz it can make us swt... LOL~ the water temperature can reach till 50-60 degree celcius... lol and we also bring eggs and cook there... ofcourse there got specific places to cook the eggs with the hotspring... LOL....overall the place is kinda clean except for the toilet@.@... the toilet is super dirty and we need to shower in there@.@ lol... we left the hotspring around 8pm and wanted to find the restaurant choy kee... this restaurant is famous coz the kaki babi there very nice... lol unfortunately i dun really eat haha~but other dishes is kinda nice also... LOL... but let me remind u guys... ppl in sungkai sleep damn early... all the shops closed around 8.30pm... so if u wana eat pls go to the restaurant earlier... if not u have to come back to kl only can take dinner... LOL... after the dinner.. then is going back home time... whoah the road is damn dark lor.. coz i use the wrong way to go... haha...so terpaksa go back from tg. malim ony can go to the highway... kinda nervous lor... coz i drive around 140km/h and the road is damn dark... sumore every1 in the car is sleeping@.@ lol... i reach home around 10.30pm... haha and dats the trip to ipoh... haha
NKK gain exp again LOL
since lots of ppl wan me to continue... lol i continue now for dat day lol...
so the we went to sunway lol... for wad? Clubbing lor... lolx...
6 ppl 2 bottles.... end up 3 down... 3 ok lolx~ wana noe who is the 1?
lolx answer is.................
JY , SS, and the not enuff umur 1... lol...
LOL
funny is we send them to jy's hse... SS and Fify keep arguing in my car LOL...
ask others to shut up lol... on the way the diam diam jy suddenly say wana vomit... lol *luckily he said~ if not he have to wash my car d...
den we reach JY's hse... lol... 3 of them still mabuk... lol...
Guess wad they did...:
SS- pumping...
Fify-removing his shirts and pants...
JY- Vomit~ (and I terpaksa help him clean those sashimi!!!) u owe me jy!
lol
end up i reach home around 4am++ -.-"
lol dats all... we recorded some of their voice... if u want it come find me... LOL...
these song is Made by Malaysian and i can see there are ppl who spreading love...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XYxh-zE6Pfw
几乎每个水瓶座的心底都有着一段刻骨铭心人间记忆，一个永远无法忘记的背影。
那也许只是极其短暂的两情相悦，只是一种单恋，或只是一种只存在于虚幻空间。
一切看起来是那么平静，那么和谐。
没有惊天动地，没有海誓山盟，没有花前月下，没有浪漫，没有誓言，没有温度。水瓶座的理智和冷漠，注定了任何感情永无燃点。
水瓶座不容易喜欢上一个人。有人说水瓶座对伴侣的要求太高，其实并非这样，水瓶座注重的是感觉。只是那么轻描淡写的一眼，那个人已经吸引了水瓶的所有注意力，从此目光便无法转移。
用一秒钟爱上一个人，然后再付出一生去忘记，水瓶座就是这样的试验品。
但几乎所有的水瓶都会否认在自己的身上发生一见钟情，因为一向自视清高，承认爱上一个人这钟事似乎是在侮辱自己的智商。
更多的时候是因为，连自己都没发现已经爱上。水瓶座很多时候对于感情反应非常迟钝，迟钝到每次都是最后的知情者。有时容易出现弄不清自己的感觉，不清楚自己想做什么，觉得迷惘。
在对方没有非常明确地表示感情时会退怯，觉得爱情是两厢情愿，不想勉强对方。
显得很被动，忽冷忽热，犹豫不决，极其矛盾。在没有完全确定前，决不轻易付出感情，因为怕失去。也许是缺乏安全感，也许是对自己的保护，也可以算作是一种自私。
一般水瓶座的好朋友都是经过很长世间的考察的，不仅仅是几年，而是十几年。一旦被水瓶座当作好朋友的，会赴汤蹈火掏心掏肺。
在公车上，街边，商场，水瓶老是认错人。在茫茫人海中，始终在寻找一个熟悉的身影，直到产生幻觉。
这一刻，水瓶座突然很想痛哭流涕，因为突然发现自己几近疯狂的爱上一个人，失去了理智，失去了自我。这种突如其来的感觉，很恐惧，很无助。
水瓶座不喜欢这种感觉，因为不知该如何面对。要让水瓶座主动去追逐，是件异常困难的事，在水瓶座的世界里无法承受拒绝，就是这么脆弱，无论表面上看来是多么的坚强。
水瓶座在人前总是一幅无忧无虑没心没肝的样子，不想别人看见自己的悲伤，那样会有不安全的感觉，总是在无人的地方暗自落泪。
算了，还是放在心里吧。既不用尴尬的表白然后遭到拒绝，又不会相爱容易相处难的惨烈分手。这样很好，没人看出来，不至于太没面子。可以继续貌似潇洒。
但是，不同了。尽管水瓶座装着多么不在乎，看都不看一眼。可是对方说的每句话都从耳朵进去，没见出来。对方提的任何过分的要求，水瓶座统统照单全收精心尽力，决对不会有半个不字。完全成为一个爱情的奴隶，脸上还装酷无表情，整个死要面子活受罪。
这种情况下，如果对方使点阴谋诡计，刻意疏远避而不见或是视而不见，电话不接或是哼哈敷衍等等，水瓶会给整疯了，开始会想是什么自己地方做错了，说错话了，然后拉下面子主动讨好试探。不用多，碰壁两次，水瓶座就会有自知之明了，不会再去想是为什么会这样，也不想知道了。心里会想，原来是对方讨厌自己，不想见到自己。明白之后，就是绝对的安静了。
这还没完，过了一段日子。对方如果突然又改变态度，水瓶座竟然能既往不咎问也不问，殷勤依旧，完全没有尊严可谈。只要能和对方开心的在一起，过去不重要，未来也不重要，面子不重要，金钱不重要，时间不重要，自己也不重要。
天平失衡，感情重重的压在心底，自己却飘在了半空。太在乎对方，迷失了自我，幸福也变得虚无。
自己都不爱，谁还会珍惜。
水瓶座一旦付出，便是彻底，不可收回。
感情投入的越多越是伤的重。
最擅长的是难为自己。不想对方难过，只好让自己难过。总是认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，把自己想得太坚强，而把别人想得太脆弱。不知道，受伤的其实是自己，只是不知道如何表现出来。
爱，这个字对水瓶座来说，太沉重珍贵了，无法用语言诠释。一旦说出口，犹如远古的文物，被发掘出土暴露于空气中，变得面目全非，失去本来的价值。
所以，不轻易说。
只需一次，水瓶座便把一生的精力耗尽，只因执著，便落得伤痕累累。那段感情如强酸腐蚀着那颗麻木的心，穿了一个洞，再也无法弥补。时间是世界上最有力的矬子，把空洞的毛边渐渐抚平，不再搁人。每当寒风吹过，犹闻隐约凄凉的萧萧声，似挽歌。
只需一次，水瓶座便不再幻想，于是狠狠将自己摔碎，拒绝熔化拼凑。因为怕熔了记忆，怕熔了那个远远的背影，怕熔了自己千年的期盼。
之后，水瓶座依然谈笑风生，依然开朗豁达，继续着一段接一段的新感情，重复着一切，因为无法承受寂寞
人们都说水瓶花心，见一个爱一个，水瓶座会哈哈一笑，说“哪有？冤啊！”。其实心里在滴着血，脸上却得笑的灿烂，安慰自己“我是谁啊！哪会那么弱呢！”
有人说水瓶座太冷酷太自私，自以为了不起。可是谁又了解，水瓶座的心，容量很小，只能有一个，且不具修改性。除了那个人，其他所有自动归为一种程序。
因为无法虚伪，所以甜言蜜语都吝啬给予。因为天真，所以至死之前仍在等待。因为没有勇气，所以眼睁睁放手真爱无能为力。
当看到一个瓶子在疯狂地快乐或悲伤时，请千万不要被迷惑，水瓶总是不由自主地交错操纵着快乐与悲伤。其实并不像看到的那么快乐，同样的，也不像看到的那么悲伤。只是悲伤时，喜欢带上快乐的面具，而当水瓶快乐时，悲伤又不肯轻易放过。
只有真正懂得水瓶座的人，才能看见眼底那一缕似有似无的哀伤，才能明白是什么让水瓶如此的义无反顾，是什么让水瓶变得如此忽冷忽热捉摸不定，才能体会水瓶的坚强只是竭力掩饰的脆弱。
星相上说，水瓶座往往不被所爱的人珍惜。我想，是为什么呢？也许答案就在心中，只是水瓶座的本性不愿承认而已。
水瓶座除了需要一个深爱自己包容一切的人以外，还需要一个心理医生。
hate myself... from the way i do things... the results... the mistake i made... and anything dats related to me...
b4 i start.. jst wana share my results was out.. and i met the requirement to TUC... so will be applying soon and start during sept... looking forward to it... :)
1. Name: Ng KK
2. When and how did we meet? The suckiest school SMK SERI SAUJANA
3. How long have you known me? decade ago? hmm den are we fossils.. LOL
4. Do you have a crush on me? N years ago la... but now seems like u wana use ur reddy kancil crash me LOL..
5. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. The kacau kacau 1... LOL... u know wad i mean rite..
6. Describe me in one word. Wood.
7. First impression of me. this girl sooo talkative LOL...
8. Do you still think that way about me now? Obviously YES... LOL
9. What reminds you of me? KANCIL.
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?my FATS!!!. lol
11. If you and I were stranded on an island alone, how would you feel?hopeless ahaha not dat bad la... still got abit hope 1....
12. When's the last time you saw me? N days ago?
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? I am jst a wood.
14. What is my best attribute? Getting lame :P
yeah... since long time no update... better update abit 1st... later kena ppl say fat mou again... LOL... hmm wad did i do recently... was watching a taiwan drama.... 3anguo... not bad wei... at least the story is quite interesting... and inside there got some unsur-unsur power ranger... LOL... i think its suitable for kids... haha~ owh ya.. if u guys wana noe... i went genting twice in 2 weeks... LOL... overnite .... the 1st time i went with my family and my dad's coworker... lolx~ da 2nd time also with them but i asked yow kit and cha cha come~ muahaha~ to view the pictures jst link to YOW KIT's blog LOL~... i lazy post the photo... haha... lolx three of us was drunk... haha~ but i consure nth happen dat nite~ LOL... ok dieing d... 10th of august the result coming out.. it gona decide my future... LOL... Hope i am lucky enuff... LOL...
dats all for now.. dieing d...
-sign off-
hmm after working till so late for 2 days... now i cant sleep... d... not the biasa cant find mood to sleep... but macam like hyperactive d(more late = more hyperactive)..... Jst cant find a reason...
wad can i do.. bored like hell.. no ppl chat v me.. and i watched tv shows d... hmm tmr got things to do sumore... got msg from my sec school friends.. ask me go back visit... pn. normaliza *ART teacher... hmm 10am.. have to reach smkss... hmm but b4 i go i think i shud go to the bank to help my mum settle something... aihz... lolx~ after visit pn normaliza... feel like going back to taylors... coz the acc department... issue a cheque to me regarding duno wad security deposit... but the name type wrong d... aihz... no choice... LOL hmm... maybe ill go sunway also.. to fix my stupid charger... and wana ask them whether can help me upgrade my hp to wm6.1... anot... lolx... den 4 o clock have to go tmn bahagia... which i duno where is it... lolx to fetch my little bro... hmm hope the gps will help~ lolx... and sher ask me to go steamboat buffet tmr nite... hmm but seems like not really alot of ppl going... predict the plan will cancel.. haha~ hey ppl suggest me wad to do in this late nite.. hmm shud say early in the morning... 4 oclock d... aihz.. but pls.. dun ask me to do exercise.. LOL...
tata... shud find my mood to wake up soon....
i have panda eyes d!!!~
hmm tmr no need to wear sunglasses d....
hmm duno y today feel so emo haha~ esspecially nite time... hmm maybe not enuff sleep... but i dun have the mood to sleep now.. maybe dat thing is jst in my head.. and its not the time to release it... waiting for dat day... i need some AIR... currently listen to the song new devide from
tata...
yeah~ Harry potter is coming... haha... well very happy coz going v rui min~ hahaa~ but of course got other friends... hmm mst enjoy the movie... LOL
Omg... today is damn tired... lolx... early in the morning around 6.30 i wake up and prepare to go fetch 1 of my primary school friends.. and we go to our primary school...there's alot of ppl.. and cars... it takes me around 20 mins to find my carpark.. after that meet up with cy, yap and keat keat we went to the "haunted hse" and find the teacher.. lolx... we went in there and look around the haunted hse lolx... then the teacher explain wad shud we do when ppl comes in and everything... den we ate our breakfast.. which is free... lolx.. and the haunted hse open at 9.00am sharp lolx... our job is to sked ppl... we scream and scream untill 12pm lolx.. almost all of us no sound d... lolx within 3 hours lolx got 2 ppl drop handphones 2 ppl drop wallet and many ppl drop coupons... lolx~ we able to kutip around 40++ coupons... lolx... ofcourse we return the handphones and wallet to the owner... but the coupons we keep... LOLx.. and end up we buy sushi king!! lolx~not bad.. lolx and teacher gan bring us eat chee cheong fun.. thx~ lolx... and we chg many drinks by using staff coupon... haha... quite ok de... around 12++ astro VJ jantson and tau foo bok came... lolx... to me they are jst normal ppl... lolx... and i ciao around 12.45.. lolx~
hmm i jst took 1 photo of 1 of the mask and i find it quite nice..
and heres it...
den i come back and take a nap.. lolx... from 1.30 i sleep untill 6.30... n i receive phone calls from YK and he ask me to fetch him and cha cha.. since almost every1 ffk.. -.- and i will remember u guys.. especially dat gooi ck and chin jj LOL... flirt ppl and ffk lar.. but den sook yan din go also... lolx too bad.. haha~ i reach YK hse around 7 and wait for cha cha n dat wei wei.. lolx~ but wei wei din sit mycar she sit cha cha's friends AH fu's car.. lolx while waiting for cha cha... yow kit keep go and play things in my car.. and he found a specs.. dat i wear dat day on SF farewell party... and here the photo...
haha damn funny.. lolx~ nerdy look..
and we went to airport.. my car move with constant speed 160km/hr... coz we sked too late..
haha... luckily me n yowkit make the car more stable... if not the car will shake like earthquake... lolx... hmm too bad no cry when SF leave... haha but i noe cha cha wana cry.. but no1 cry... and her tears suk back abit d... haha~ ok after dat.. we went back... thx to cha cha we use 1 hour more to reach home because she direct the wrong way!~ btw thx to yk belanja me n cha cha eat sundae cone.. loxl~ and jy say he wana come my hse 1day wo... but duno he ffk anot... lol...cannot trust his words.. lolx~ ok its time to sleep... tata
sign off
kit~
hmm today very happy... finally i finished the task that my boss*my mum* gave me... lolx... jst now sue pm me... she say digi finding (K LEH FAIR) for comercial lol... got rm100 leh time from 7.30 till 12.00... me n my bro going lolx... after dat going archidex v my mum lolx~ expect to see some cool and gadget stuff there... lolx~ haha last year i went there too... hmm saw alot of gadget stuff... lolx at least get some idea for my dream hse lolx~ and coming sunday... my primary school having hari kantin... and my teacher ask me to find ppl dressed up as ghost... cause they doing haunted hse -.-... hmm if got chance to take pic den i will upload on facebook... LOL...
yeah my holiday quite fun actually... lolx at least i got many things to do... morning go work... go service car... go polish car... fetch dis fetch dat... lolx work till afternoon... or evening den i am free.... OT also not banyak... lolx... oh yeah i went to watch transformewr with my bro!! The movie was awesome~ lolx... highly recommended... lolx... btw...last saturday went to TENJI with all my cousins... dats a farewell party for two of my cousin sisters... dey going to australia... 1 to perth and another 1 to melbourne... lolx... all the best to them... hmm the food there okok lar... lolx but after dat dinner... i started my diet program... -.-... luckily now i already quite far from my highest record during my holidays.. lolx~ many plans coming up... lolx... college classmate ask me to go sing k coming wednesday... but so kiu my mum today gave me some task to do... i hope i can finish den i will go with u guys~ so pray hard dat tmr i can finish it lar.. lolx... owh yeah shu fen's farewell party is on friday... and so kiu my dad coming back from china dat day... i hope dey make it earlier so i can make it :) lolx... and after dis.. is work work work... untill nex friday~ hmm.. i think there will be something to do.. ahaha celebrate sum1 after exam hehe.. lolx.. and the coming week i already promise sum1 go hiking, badminton.. and ofcourse go watch HARRY POTTER THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE muahaha~ the trailer is killing me.. cant wait for dat day to come lolx~ after july.. august coming and RESULT COMING OUT~aihz quite worry abt it.. dats the thing dat decide where am i going next... aihz... scary... lolx... but dun care so much!! enjoy my holiday till august~ hooray~!! something is still progressing... but percentage is unsure.. lolx~
~sign out~
KK